STRANGE SMALL WORLD

Dear L.,

I really like you.

No, I mean, really, really like you. So what if you're twice my age. I can't help but be really attracted to you, no matter how hard I've tried. And trust me, I've tried. The only way to keep from liking you is to avoid you, and that's hard. You always make me smile, no matter what, with your rather eccentric ways. But, that's part of your charm.

Please get over whatever hump you're facing and ask me out! I know you like me! Everyone at work knows it, they've all pointed it out.

Seriously,
Me

Dear You,

I was molested as a kid.

There, I said it.

Let's see how long it takes me to tell you that in real life.

It'll get you to slow down, in any regard, won't it? So maybe at some point soon...

Oof.

But it's kind of odd- from the way you're talking about your past, it kind of seems like you're hinting that you were, too.

How strange would that be?

Love.

Dear California Amore,

Wouldn't you know, I raised my standards and found you. Someone who's been bringing something fantastic into my life everyday. You went beyond my standards. You're the only person I truly love and trust anymore. The only one I believe in.

Love,
Me

Dear You,

I just don't know.

I wish you'd give me answers...

But, all the same, I still like (love?) you. :)

I just really, really wish we didn't have such a huge time different. I'm so exhausted staying up to talk to you every night. @_@

~D


Dear You,

Don't disappoint me...please...

~D


Dear Self,

Chill...Just chill. You don't know if you will even get to go on that trip, and even if you do it doesn't mean anything will happen.

I know you feel like in a rush, thats the way he makes you feel, but you just have to SLOW DOWN.

Just quit worrying so much.

With or without him, you will be fine. :)

~Me

dear life

can you do me a favor and slow down.
everything is happening at the same time and
im having a hard time jugeling everything at once
finals,work,boyfriend,anniversary,friends,christmas
how am i supposed to get everything done in time.
its too much pressure.
i know im not going to pass bio please dont tell me otherwise
tell my parents that you dont wait. i need to live now and not after i graduate
that fucking college diploma isnt gonna mean shit if i end up dying for
unknown reasons right now.
im just so afraid of not being able to make everyone happy.
and myself.
i just want school to be over with.
i just want to spend my time with the people i love.
i dont want to get good grades just because it lowers my fucking
car insurance
i try really fucking hard and its almost never good enough
im just so exhausted all the time
i can never really enjoy any free time because that doesnt really exsist
something always due or there is always something to worry about.
i just want to run away.

well thanks for listening.

Dear JK Rowling,

DDDDDDDDDX

Seriously?

I know you have the right to use the "hammer of death" but... you're totally taking advantage.

Did you have to kill off EVERYONE that I liked DX

*dies*

love,
Danie

Dear Fourth Graders,

I think I like the fifth graders more.

You guys never shut up. Ever. At least the fifth graders provide me with that luxury.

Sincerely,

Tired And I've Only Had You One Day Each

Dear you,

( for length )

Frustrated,
Me

dear you,

"three days ago, I contemplated killing myself."
nothing anyone else has ever said or done has ever made me feel so broken.
my heart is never going to forget hearing that come out of your mouth,
nor will it ever forget that I didn't mean enough to be a reason not to.
I'm glad someone was, but just the fact that there was a possibility...
I ache all over.

-your girlfriend.

P.S: three days ago... so had I.
maybe that connection we spoke about wasn't such a joke after all.

Dear Body:

I hate you. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror, because when I do, I don't see the person I want to be. I see a fat, lazy, ugly slob who can't even muster up the energy to do her schooling. I see someone who hasn't left the house in a week. I see someone who everyone hates. This is not me! This is not who I want to be!!

No love, me.