Today
...is not as great as yesterday, but definitely better than last year.
Two months into residency and I feel I'm doing ok.
Drowning in Patho books, but doing ok.
Feeling like I'm losing quite a bit of myself whenever I put on my scrub suit,
but doing ok.
Wanting to dress to the nines, but unable to do so.
Showing a picture to a co-resident, and her remarking "Pare, ang daring mo!"
when she sees my outfit, and thinking, "You ain't seen nothing yet."
Sometimes I think that I like music that I can rock out to
because I feel that's what my soul sounds like screaming.
But then I remember I'm happy and just take the music for what it is.
There's no point in this disjointed post except to confirm that I am real.
*****
The Things I've Never Seen or Heard




I honestly couldn't care less if you like the same bands or you've read the same books. Tell me one original thing, tell me one true, real thing that brings me to my fucking knees that I've never heard before and I'm yours.
Two months into residency and I feel I'm doing ok.
Drowning in Patho books, but doing ok.
Feeling like I'm losing quite a bit of myself whenever I put on my scrub suit,
but doing ok.
Wanting to dress to the nines, but unable to do so.
Showing a picture to a co-resident, and her remarking "Pare, ang daring mo!"
when she sees my outfit, and thinking, "You ain't seen nothing yet."
Sometimes I think that I like music that I can rock out to
because I feel that's what my soul sounds like screaming.
But then I remember I'm happy and just take the music for what it is.
There's no point in this disjointed post except to confirm that I am real.
*****
The Things I've Never Seen or Heard




I honestly couldn't care less if you like the same bands or you've read the same books. Tell me one original thing, tell me one true, real thing that brings me to my fucking knees that I've never heard before and I'm yours.

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